it is difficult to see the right option when the wrong one looks so good.

UGH.
So frustrated right now.....
lets talk about spiritual maturity- shall we? it is something that I SUCK at...
Spiritual maturity comes with discipline and habits, with beliefs and behavior. You need to make it your own, and act accordingly- or there is no point in memorizing verses.
Spiritual Maturity is demonstrated by what you DO.
Maturity means: having a balance of the things you learn. Having Spiritual maturity means the end of drama, you learn to value the right people, you surround yourself with the right people. Having spiritual maturity changes how we respond to certain things in life. With this type of maturity you are able to wait patiently, and you know the difference between right and wrong.
If one is NOT patient, and births something prematurely--- this premature _____________ will control you.
So... goals to pray about.
1) Work on your relationship with God
2) Try everyday to be more like Him
3) Pray that He would show you obstacles and how you can improve.
4) Pray about being less and less preoccupied with non important or temporary things in life.
5) Pray to GROW spiritually.